Monday, June 13, 2005

i suck.

I didn't get the full-time job I wanted. I didn't even make it to the final three. I'm such a terrible interviewer. I get nervous and shake, even when it's over the phone. I wish I could write in my answers. Why, why, why do I get so nervous? So, no great salary. No great benefits. Ben will have to pay for college himself. God, do I suck.

5 comments:

angela said...

Angela,

I am proud of you for being such a wonderful, mother, wife, and teacher. You bring so much light and life into so many lives. U of R is really losing out.

Love,

Ry

angela said...

Thanks Ry. I love you. Fuck U of R.
-ang

Anonymous said...

Must not be your time to move on yet. You still have the same job to fall back on, right? Then do your best to improve the path you are walking and quit worrying about what might have been.
A new house and a new job along with a crawling baby might be too many changes in one short summer.
To everything there is a season and a time for every purpose.
There will come a day when the interview will be a good fit.

angela said...

thanks diane...i'm feeling much better now. i know i'd be great at that job, but i'm great at teaching too and i really enjoy it. so it must be where i'm meant to be...

Anonymous said...

You definitely don't suck. You are so awesome at everything you do Angela. I love you!
Jillian